As confused and as angry as I am, I still miss you.
Do you know how fucking pathetic that makes me feel?
I wish there was someone I could ask for advice. Someone who wouldn’t make me feel like a creep for spilling my guts and trying to explain all the insecurities that have plagued me. I wish someone could explain to me why exactly I have no desire to learn anymore. Why I used to have so much energy and the need to search for miles and weeks for anything new and different.
- Kurt Cobain (journals)
You tend to distance yourself from others because you feel that they’re going to leave anyway.